Boots in games and the hat behind them.

I’ve decided to move back to the West Coast, it was a hard decision for me really. I’ve become more reliant on things that I’m comfortable with, such as stability of my job.  Although, this part is gone for now, I really feel this is the best decision for me as is.

I’ve found myself wanting to be around family more and more, which is a different thing for me really. It’s not a bad thing in the least, I actually find it a bit relieving.  My mind has been a bit scatted as of late and I’ve found it hard to refocus on everything that I’ve wanted, the move should help me get back into the flow of getting back to the gaming industry and accomplishing the goals that I started out with and still really want for myself.

Regret is also a new thing for me. Not something I’m use to, the ability to not dwell on things has always been what I considered a strong point of mine. Now, I find myself dwelling on decisions I’ve made in the last year, with realizations that I can’t change anything only move forward – Which of course is obvious.

Although I have things planned out on what I need to do to accomplish my goals, I feel more lost than I have been in many years – It’s not a welcoming feeling, but it is something I’ve become use to.

So, for now – Viva La California once again.

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